Emotions... Such a weired thing I must say... It can lift you high as the sky or take you so low that you wish you were six feet under... How do we control it? I am trying to search for the answer... hoping that when I write I will find it...
Sometimes you think everything is great and your probably getting your life back on track... but then all of a sudden your brain drifts and pulls out some old memories which makes you look back and wonder, did I do the right thing? Or makes you miss that life... and when you go through old pictures, so many questions come up in your head that you want answers then and there and there is no one to give those answers to you.. Nothing in Black and white.. everything is grey... I wish there was a sure way of us knowing its right or wrong.. Cos sometimes your heart wants to do the right thing but your brain keeps saying dont and doesnt let you take that chance...
Why do we have that fear of taking chances? Why do we build such big walls in front of us so that we cant climb it? and why is it so hard to make up your mind and stick to your decision? I know there are some strong people out there that can make a decision and stick to it and not look back. But unfortunately some can not. For them they take that decision cos it is what makes them feel happy and they know at that time it is the right thing to do. But they still look for someones approval to say "Yes that was the correct thing" But In life you are never sure of things. and even if someone approves some may still disagree.... So when someone is faced with such a situation, what do they do? How can they move past? How can they start rebuilding their lives? Why do most people get stuck in that situation? Anyone know the answers.. Please do write your thoughts.... I am still looking for those answers....
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First of all, it's good to see u writing! this is a much more funky way of kit than FB! ;)
ReplyDeleteHow do you move on??
I have been there, not as bad as you but this is wht i do and it always works... 100% guaranteed....
Shift, delete! every memory... every picture, contact, if he/she is a FB friend... delete... no calls, nothing!! this is the strategy used when u really really really like a poerson and it hurts like shit! for example... Was hung over this bird in office, was so hung over it was disturbing my work in office... sounds familiar? emotions getting in the way of life and what u need to focus on? :) :) simple solution, i changed my work station to face a blank wall... i stopped seeing her walking to the loo, lunch, etc. and soon i forgot about her... as in it still gets me going when i see her... but i distance myself from anything that will unsettle me... life & time is way too valuable to be hung over the past i beleive! each new day is an oppotunity to discover something new! shame if spend it thinking about the past... write to me when ur free! would be great to kit! tc!